Signs a Narcissist Used Black Magic on You
And how that can play out for you both...
When you entangle with a narcissist or sociopath, you often feel as if you’ve just stared down true evil.
It’s not uncommon for these experiences to also contain elements that feel supernatural: a person’s truth revealed in a dream, a survival that feels miraculous, a near death experience complete with bright lights, dead loved ones, and renewed faith.
It’s also not uncommon for these experiences to end so tragically for some victims — through murder or suicide or other tragedies — that you recognize your survival is either a lucky chance or a feat that reflects your own strength. Maybe a bit of both.
When you face true evil — behavior that lacks all empathy and conscience towards you that causes maximum pain and trauma — another question arises?
Where do these people fall spiritually?
Do any of them have literal demons in them, are they worshipping Satan, do they engage in black magic?
I was raised by two sociopaths as the scapegoat child, and I had some gnarly entanglements with them as friends and lovers as I trauma bonded through much of my life.
I shouldn’t be alive, honestly.
But as someone groomed to be perfect prey, I eventually had to learn my predators well to survive, and I’ve gleaned some insights into them spiritually, emotionally, psychologically.
I also obsessively read case studies, memoirs, and books to find patterns that allow me to understand the horrors of those who I’d loved.
So, do sociopaths engage in black magic?
Yes, some of them do. Some don’t.
Most worship evil in some form, but they fall on a spectrum of being stunningly oblivious to it or very self aware.
Some famous serial killers have admitted to black magic; most notably is Jeffrey Dahmer, who admitted in interviews that he’d been dabbling in black magic. There was an altar in his home with the skulls of victims. He said he’d been experimenting with it to “see if it would give me more power.”
In my personal life, I’ve known narcissists to engage in black magic since childhood.